2011
Thursday, March 10 '
Thursday, March 10 '
2011
haven't been updating for quite some time!!
always lag of sleep and time.
But i know it will be a adventurous year ahead:)
*fingercrossed*
always lag of sleep and time.
But i know it will be a adventurous year ahead:)
*fingercrossed*
Labels: personal
fat
Monday, December 6 '
Monday, December 6 '
fat
People starts to say I look okay.
I'm skinny no more...
but i don't think is a compliment to me.
I'm gonna do something to it.
yet, I don't have much determination or the power to resist food.\
how to slim down...???
I'm skinny no more...
but i don't think is a compliment to me.
I'm gonna do something to it.
yet, I don't have much determination or the power to resist food.\
how to slim down...???
the outside world
Friday, December 3 '
Friday, December 3 '
the outside world
it's really dangerous out there.
lots of consideration to be done.
Too much to think of...
Too much to handle.
lots of consideration to be done.
Too much to think of...
Too much to handle.
Labels: personal
to you
Wednesday, October 6 '
Wednesday, October 6 '
to you
had a tough day yesterday..
it nearly kill me...
but i promise to be a strong girl..
and a good girl..
for you,
i will be....
it nearly kill me...
but i promise to be a strong girl..
and a good girl..
for you,
i will be....
Labels: personal
陈晓东
Sunday, October 3 '
Sunday, October 3 '
陈晓东
心有独钟
这种感觉从来不曾有
左右每天思绪
每一次呼吸
心被占据
却苦无厌
是你让我着了迷
给了甜蜜又保持距离
而你潇洒来去玩爱情游戏
我一天天失去勇气
偏偏难又难忘记
单单为你心有独钟
因为爱过才知情多浓
浓得发痛在心中痛全是感动
我是真的真的与众不同
真正为你心有独钟
因为有你世界变不同
笑我太傻太蒙懂或爱得太重
只为相信我自己
能永远对你心有独钟
比我幸福
望着广场的时钟你还在我的怀里躲风
不习惯言不由衷沉默如何能让你都懂
此刻与你相拥也算有始有终
祝福有许多种心痛却尽在不言中
请你一定要比我幸福
才不枉费我狼狈退出
再痛也不说苦爱不用抱歉来弭补
至少我能成全你的追逐
请记得你要比我幸福
才值得我对自己残酷
我默默的倒数最后再把你看清楚
看你眼里的我好馍糊慢慢被放逐
望着广场的时钟你还在我的怀里躲风
不习惯言不由衷沉默如何能让你都懂
此刻与你相拥也算有始有终
祝福有许多种心痛却尽在不言中
请你一定要比我幸福
才不枉费我狼狈退出
再痛也不说苦爱不用抱歉来弭补
至少我能成全你的追逐
请记得你要比我幸福
才值得我对自己残酷
我默默的倒数最后再把你看清楚
看你眼里的我好馍糊慢慢被放逐
放心去追逐你的幸福
别管我愿不愿孤不孤独都别在乎
请你一定要比我幸福
才不枉费我狼狈退出
再痛也不说苦爱不用抱歉来弭补
至少我能成全你的追逐
请记得你要比我幸福
才值得我对自己残酷
我默默的倒数最后再把你看清楚
看你眼里的我好馍糊慢慢被放逐
放心去追逐你的幸福
别管我愿不愿
这种感觉从来不曾有
左右每天思绪
每一次呼吸
心被占据
却苦无厌
是你让我着了迷
给了甜蜜又保持距离
而你潇洒来去玩爱情游戏
我一天天失去勇气
偏偏难又难忘记
单单为你心有独钟
因为爱过才知情多浓
浓得发痛在心中痛全是感动
我是真的真的与众不同
真正为你心有独钟
因为有你世界变不同
笑我太傻太蒙懂或爱得太重
只为相信我自己
能永远对你心有独钟
比我幸福
望着广场的时钟你还在我的怀里躲风
不习惯言不由衷沉默如何能让你都懂
此刻与你相拥也算有始有终
祝福有许多种心痛却尽在不言中
请你一定要比我幸福
才不枉费我狼狈退出
再痛也不说苦爱不用抱歉来弭补
至少我能成全你的追逐
请记得你要比我幸福
才值得我对自己残酷
我默默的倒数最后再把你看清楚
看你眼里的我好馍糊慢慢被放逐
望着广场的时钟你还在我的怀里躲风
不习惯言不由衷沉默如何能让你都懂
此刻与你相拥也算有始有终
祝福有许多种心痛却尽在不言中
请你一定要比我幸福
才不枉费我狼狈退出
再痛也不说苦爱不用抱歉来弭补
至少我能成全你的追逐
请记得你要比我幸福
才值得我对自己残酷
我默默的倒数最后再把你看清楚
看你眼里的我好馍糊慢慢被放逐
放心去追逐你的幸福
别管我愿不愿孤不孤独都别在乎
请你一定要比我幸福
才不枉费我狼狈退出
再痛也不说苦爱不用抱歉来弭补
至少我能成全你的追逐
请记得你要比我幸福
才值得我对自己残酷
我默默的倒数最后再把你看清楚
看你眼里的我好馍糊慢慢被放逐
放心去追逐你的幸福
别管我愿不愿
cycle
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cycle
Had enough..
i shouldn't even bother..
in the end, who is the one that tell you the truth..
who can you even trust..
it comes back all over again...
nothing had ever change..
just the pain gets stronger...
i'm leaving this game..
because... it doesn't worth my time to play
i shouldn't even bother..
in the end, who is the one that tell you the truth..
who can you even trust..
it comes back all over again...
nothing had ever change..
just the pain gets stronger...
i'm leaving this game..
because... it doesn't worth my time to play
Labels: personal
darkness
Saturday, October 2 '
Saturday, October 2 '
darkness
I've been searching my way out of the maze..
finding the exit and to be happy again..
making mistakes and learn to be stronger
when it gets darker and darker
deeper and deeper
is it feels like a knife piercing through my heart
numbness is what i've got
understand is what i've to do
finding the exit and to be happy again..
making mistakes and learn to be stronger
when it gets darker and darker
deeper and deeper
is it feels like a knife piercing through my heart
numbness is what i've got
understand is what i've to do
Labels: personal
nearly see the lights
Saturday, September 25 '
Saturday, September 25 '
nearly see the lights
Nearly died today!!
Is like a one seconds thing.
How fast you can react to save yourself to cross that line!!
Is just a line between life and death...
Live so vulnerable, it can be taken away so easily!
Is like a one seconds thing.
How fast you can react to save yourself to cross that line!!
Is just a line between life and death...
Live so vulnerable, it can be taken away so easily!
Labels: personal
believed
Monday, September 20 '
Monday, September 20 '
believed
"I believe in you...
your dreams,
you abilities, you talent and your determination.
You have the potential to accomplish anything
you want from life.
Don't give up,
hang on to your dreams,
no matter how difficult.
You have the power
to make them real.
No matter what happens,
you will find a way yo make the best
out of any situation.
Trust yourself enough
and use your strength positively.
Make a difference
whenever you can.
Accept the things
that you can't do
anything about.
You're wise & capable,
loved and appreciated.
Believe in yourself
the way I do, and
nothing will be
beyond your reach."
~believin that you can do it
your dreams,
you abilities, you talent and your determination.
You have the potential to accomplish anything
you want from life.
Don't give up,
hang on to your dreams,
no matter how difficult.
You have the power
to make them real.
No matter what happens,
you will find a way yo make the best
out of any situation.
Trust yourself enough
and use your strength positively.
Make a difference
whenever you can.
Accept the things
that you can't do
anything about.
You're wise & capable,
loved and appreciated.
Believe in yourself
the way I do, and
nothing will be
beyond your reach."
~believin that you can do it
Labels: personal
life
Wednesday, September 8 '
Wednesday, September 8 '
life
naughtyboy
Sunday, August 29 '
Sunday, August 29 '
naughtyboy
you! is you
Saturday, August 21 '
Saturday, August 21 '
you! is you
there is lots of choices to make in life,
why do i always choose the wrong one.
the only right choice that i've made is to know you...
the reason for me to strive and be brave...
why do i always choose the wrong one.
the only right choice that i've made is to know you...
the reason for me to strive and be brave...
Labels: personal
Pain ii
Monday, July 26 '
Monday, July 26 '
Pain ii
A whole new level of pain:(
Unsure..
If it's recovering... The pain is unbearable.. But if it's the stage I have to go through... I will accept it..!!
But if it's not, I will kill myself...
Unsure..
If it's recovering... The pain is unbearable.. But if it's the stage I have to go through... I will accept it..!!
But if it's not, I will kill myself...
pain
Saturday, July 24 '
Saturday, July 24 '
pain
staying strong
Wednesday, July 14 '
Wednesday, July 14 '
staying strong
I will stay strong!!
It's a learning journey, I will pull it through.
Although it will be harder than before.
but with this, I will grow stronger as a woman, as a person!!
It's a learning journey, I will pull it through.
Although it will be harder than before.
but with this, I will grow stronger as a woman, as a person!!
Labels: personal
at edge
Tuesday, July 13 '
Tuesday, July 13 '
at edge
away
Sunday, July 4 '
Sunday, July 4 '
away
being parted with someone impt..
the feeling is unbearable..
even if is for a short while...
Labels: holidays, pain, personal
start
Sunday, June 6 '
Sunday, June 6 '
start
self reflection
Friday, April 24 '
Friday, April 24 '
self reflection
the more i worry..
the more i will lose it.
but..is hard to control.
i just have to admit that..
i'm not a favourable person.
I think i have been thinking too much.
and is too much for me to handle.
maybe i just have to let things to stay in it's own way
to me happiness seems to be with me
yet, i feel the loneliness.
Labels: personal