reminder
Wednesday, June 16 '

reminder

just be grateful to what you have, sojini!!

nothing in this world stays forever.

don't be naive

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spotlight
Tuesday, January 26 '

spotlight

I love the way the spotlight shine on me.

and just MUA:)

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Understand HUMAN
Monday, September 14 '

Understand HUMAN

I am trying to understand male and female species. What make the both thinking so different.

but it didn't have a solution to it.

I'm so depressed. HAHA.. not really la.. Just plain confused.

I don't understand human, including myself. On all the decision that i have made, the things that i do.

Is there anything in your life, or any decision that you made, you regret? Have you ever have a experience of saying, "I should have do this but...," Its a common phrase that I have since I able to make decision. Probably, when i was a baby, when i able to speak?

I don't know!

what's deep down in me?

I don't know!

which is my real self?

I don't know

Do i know how to love and care?

I don't know

There is so many "don't know" in my life. I'm not being negative. But, just confused.
Is like a cross road in my life. Making another decision.

Question popped up, but there so answer. I feel so frustrated.

So, right now, let's think about our lifes. Actually is more towards the future, as what happen in the past, will be a sweet memory of yours. So, No need to think so much, focus on your future. While making decision, it is sometime best to follow your heart. It will give the most genuine answer.

Oh ya,
I had this conversation with my dearest friend of mine, why do bf/gf always watch movie when dating. Isnt there much other things to do.
Seeing each other watching movie every week, is ridiculous. I was like that last time. But i feel that, is it a need? Meeting up every week just to watch a movie that you probably don't know what the point of the show.
So i came up with this good idea of mine. Dating can be inetersting, if both can volunteer and do some community work. Something that is useful and everyone will happen. Holding same goal, making others happy. Working hard with the same goal.
Not only volunteering in community work, can be cooking a meal?
Sports?
And more..

anyway, the point is find the common interest. Don't always watch movie. I not saying you can't. but there are much better things to do.

SO, Let's go FIND IT!

Labels: life

our stage
Saturday, September 12 '

our stage

Will you forgive a person that actually planned to do something bad to you, but in a process, that one person was kind and didn;t make any harm and know you inside out. At the end of the day, will you forgive that one person.

I throw myself this question. I know is lil bit dramatic. But, it is not confirm no for it to happen in your life or probably mine. Sometimes, i feel so hard to understand human beings. Really! I start to ponder. Asking myself whether things like that could ever happen in my small and insignificant world. I know i'm not a big shot, that have tons of money.
but, I'm just curious.

I agree about a chinese quote that i think all chinese should know, ”人生如戏，戏如人生”. Don't you agree? Oh anyway, it means life is like a drama, or probably similar to drama. There is lots of ups and downs in it. It comes in all sorts of surprise that will shock you and even me.

This is what i've got after watching some korean shows. I really have to praise them for their creativity. All the plots is sometimes kind of near but in some way, it is kind of impossible to happen in reality.

So what would u do, when you came across such scenario. Will you flea? Or, will you face it? And what will you do?

Anyway..

There is something that i want to try out. don't laugh when u see this k:) I want to be a bouncer. You know those club security, or something like that. I not quite sure the real explanation for it. Anyway, I want to put on the blazaar, holding a touch light, and I want to be like them. I don't know why i have such thoughts. But, it sould really cool to be a bouncer.

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:)
Tuesday, May 12 '

Things don't always go in your own.

Thinking of what's my direction. What i want.

i'm clueless.

More sacrifices.

I need to breathe
:)

need more nua-ing session.. :)

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focus
Saturday, May 9 '

focus

I don't really know how to hide my feelings.

I dislike myself today.

Throw temper, not controlling myself.

I shouid have to stay focus.

I wanna be back what I am.

I wanna always be happy and stay out of trouble.

Anyway, I have been really tired.

Something is wroung with my body.

become more and more difficult to stay awake.

Sojini wanna earn money :(

Labels: life